Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Now it begins

Chaim is now suspended for 2 days.  Before he was brought home for home time out. It is terrible to have adhd a tic disorder,ppd and learning disabilities and be 6 years old and already being suspended from school.  What does  this do to their self esteem? 
Micah went thru this all the time he was at Ben Franklin and because of his issues  medical problems he has no close friends at all and he is now in 7th grade.  Micah ADHD, Attachment disorder and Anxiety disorder that he would eat the tips of his fingers down to blood.  He also is very short and we found out he does not produce the growth hormone so now daily six days out of the week he gets a shot for this.  He feel abandoned by his father and his dad's family because when he was little they wanted him but after he turned five they do not take him or visit him and his mother is developmentally delayed so she rarely takes them either. I am their grandmother so they worry that if I die who will want them.  It makes me worry also because my three youngest fathers want nothing to do with them.  How ever I do and we will make it I am sure.  All of the kids have above average intelligence so they have this in their corner.

  I worry also and some nights only get 3 to 4 hours sleep because I worry so much. I love my grand kids and would give up my life for them.  Daily it is meeting doctor appts social workers etc.  Chaim and Micah have their issues  and Raechele  has her eye problems and her hyper glycemia  and her circulation problems to her extremities.  These take all my time very seldom do I have time for myself.